Most Beautiful Actresses

June 25, 2009

Almost 3wks ago the greatest entertainer who ever lived died. I couldn't believe it when I saw the words up on my TV screen on CNN. I was on the phone with my cousin and we were both trying to figure out what happened and what was going on. That day was truly one of those historic days which changes your life. I now know how people felt when JFK, Martin Luther King, John Lennon, and Elvis died. I have only had one of other day like this and that was senior year in high school, french and government class on September 11, 2001. I still have a hard time believing that Michael Jackson is freakin gone! Even though he is decades older than me I honestly never imagined a time when he wouldn't be here. Who would have thought that all 50 years ago when Michael entered the life of his family, or 40years ago when he entered the life of millions of Americans, that he would be the first one to leave? All his brothers and sisters are still alive as are his parents! And baby # 7 is the first to go. I am sad to say that I wasn't a good fan of Michael when he was alive, I was a part of that large group who thought he was great before the madness but that he was bonafide crazy. I also used to think he was guilty of child molestation but that only lasted awhile after the "I like to sleep in bed with children" fiasco. Which btw was still downright stupid Michael! The saying is right, you don't realize what you got til its gone. Michael was a gift from God and now that God decided to take it back I miss him so much.
But there is also some anger going along with this situation, anger at the doctors and anger at Michael for doing this to himself. Anger at him for leaving three helpless children alone in the world, one of whom is just 7 years old. They are essentially orphans now who thank God have been adopted by their grandmother. And I am pissed as all he11 at those damn doctors who gave drugs to Michael. As soon as I heard he was dead I knew that he was just like Elvis and had overdosed himself to death. I can't believe that after all these decades and the deaths of Elvis, Judy Garland, Anna Nicole Smith, Heath Ledger, and now Michael Jackson; that there are idiot doctors who will give these spoiled celebrities any drug they ask for! These bastards not only need to lose their license but also need to go to jail; I am truly tired of this bull sh1t. Michael's case is the worse because now we are hearing about drugs he had that are only supposed to be used in an operating room! Who the hell gave him that sh1t and thought it was ok to do so? You stupid son's of b1tches! Excuse me for thinking that doctors are supposed to be above this crap!
RIP
Michael Jackson
1958-2009

My June

Well on the 8th of June I had jury duty, 17 days before that horrible event. Had to be there by 8:30 and by 9:30 I was on my way home again. I brought a backpack full of books to entertain me through this long boring ordeal I have heard about for so long and LUCKILY THANK GOD my group was sent home. About 2/3 of the people were in my group and 30mins into the thing apparently something happened which allowed us to get off scott free. Hopefully the other group got to leave soon after.